Friday, August 16, 2013

Senior Year

So. Senior Year.
I may or may not be in denial over the fact that graduation is in May. ALREADY.
After spending a summer working at Camp and having time to ponder life and the future in a kayak in the middle of the lake, I have realized that I shouldn't really be all that worried over what my future is going to hold. I have come to the realization that I need to stop worrying so much over what the year is going be like and what will come after graduation. I really just need to put all my trust in God knowing that He has a plan for me. As much as I want my future to be handed to me in a neat little envelope all figured out and stress free, you and I both know that it doesn't exactly work like that. The bible verse that has been my computer background for the last few months has been sitting in the back of my brain is Psalm 31:24, which reads:

 Be brave.
Be strong.
Don't give up.
Expect God to get here soon.
But it is totally true. He really does answer our prayers in the quietest ways. Even though there are times when I just want Him to scream what He has in store for me, He is whispering His plan for me the quietest He can.
So as I run around my house like a chicken with my head cut off making sure I have packed everything I will want to have at school. I need to just BREATHE. and remind myself to keep breathing. and know that my future is there, patiently waiting for me to figure out what it is.
for now.

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